Poetry Thursday~Written spontaneously

Craziness
surrounds me like
the black plague.
I come up
for a breath,
only to realize
why
I am deciding to find my own way,
and leave you behind.
Negative karma?
Is that what you think it is?
Personally,
I think it's your
negative aura that drags you
down,
causing you pain,
ill health,
bad luck,
whatever...
you want to call it.
What?
You have the nerve to think
it's me.
I don't stand by you!
Sorry, reality is
I am the only one
you truly have left.

~ Lisa 2007